“It’s your eyes” he tells me.
I ask him “How can that be?”
He explains to me they say a lot “just looking into them tells me what your mouth wont let you”
He was right I had held a secret so tightly and I couldn’t tell him. I started falling out of love, that wasn’t the secret but he knew this before I could admit it to him. It was no surprise to him and I think that is what hurt me the most the fact he had already known for days, yet never acted differently and only loved me more during this time.
“I’m sorry” I say to him.
“No need, nothing it ever guaranteed.”
And then I feel it being cold and realize he had fallen out of love too. I ask him but he tells me he still loves me.
“It doesn’t feel like it” my intuition had never failed me and I felt as if there was someone else for him.
He didn’t have to admit it but just like my eyes said a lot his did too, I also already knew.